Anonymous said: I'm in contention to lose my job. For the 2nd time in a year. I feel I am making her miserable. We are living in my parents' tiny farmhouse. We still have a house for sale 5 hours away. I feel I am slipping away into depression. I don't want to medicate myself, I don't feel that God would want me to do that. Would that be the same as turning to drugs or alcohol? I want to write my wife a letter about my concerns about how she is away from me in many ways, but fear a negative reaction.
dear reader - God is not against you… He is for you. My heart breaks when i read this and i am definitely praying. Jesus doesn’t always calm the storm but instead calms our hearts. Praying that He would calm your hearts through this and draw you closer to Himself where true joy is found. “Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven” Matthew 5:3 — press on soldier.